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Girl In Feedback

by GODRAYS

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1.
Intro 00:47
2.
Extra Sugar 03:54
Strung-out Kitten Catnip Rolling around. Bright lights Dancing Cool kids Having some fun. And something in your pocket tells me you don't care. And something in your pocket says you're already there. Something Missing Deep-dark Corner of the room. No heart No soul Bad dog Howls at the moon. Red blood White skin Cool kids Having some fun. And something in your pocket tells me you don't care. And something in your pocket says you're already there. All cool kids Go to hell Before they die -- So do I. Are you ready To take the hit For the team? Same as me, same as me, same as me.
3.
Mouth to mouth. It starts bitter but, Gets sweet in the end. Drown it out. With the tv spitting nonsense In the foreground. On your bed. You hold my hand, While I take my meds. And no amount of savings earned, or money spent. Can make me feel, Make me feel, Like a man. Mouth to mouth. A stupid thing we like to talk about. Down and out. You laid in bed, Without a sound. Mouth to mouth. A stupid thing we like to talk about. Down and out, You laid in bed, Without a sound. And no amount of savings earned, or money spent. Can make me feel, Make me feel, Like a man. Make me feel, Make me feel, Make me feel, Like a man. Make me feel, Make me feel, Make me feel, Like a man.
4.
And they don't care about their reflection. And they don't mind if it never shows. And they don't care about how you spend your paychecks. They'll get what they want and then they'll ghost. They can't see it all, The ways you've been hurting. Even if they could, they probably won't. Prickly pear, stuck in your throat again. Prickly pear never goes away. And they don't care about your tension. They'll brush it off as an overreaction. They'll say they love you when they look at your body. They'll say they love you, and then they won't. Prickly pear, will you take their money? Prickly pear, I hope you get away. Prickly pear, I know you can escape them. Prickly pear, will always find a way. Prickly pear doesn't taste that sweet now. As you swallow it cuts all the way down. Prickly pear will leave you in need again. Prickly pear just wants to see you bleed. Prickly pear just wants you to bleed again.
5.
I am not a man, and I am tired.
6.
Your kind of love is so confusing, All the words and the drugs you're using. Late at night you turn to tell me, I'm not a product here to sell you on. I pride myself on being sappy, I buy us things to make us happy. You don't need anyone to tell you, These things, they have the tendency to kill you. The tendency to lock you in a room. And I don't see, something else. And I don't need anyone to tell me I'm living like I'm out of time. Living like I'm out of time. And I see, something else, And you don't need anyone to tell you You're living like you're out of time. Out of time. Out of time. You don't need anyone to tell you, These things, they have the tendency to kill you. The tendency to lock you in a room. What's your favorite brand? What do you think about when you hold my hand?
7.
Take my cardboard head and lop it off with your pretty-pink bootknife. There's something about my hands that makes them good to hold, and sometimes that's good enough for me. I'm sick of being insane, I'm tired of being another stupid boy with another stupid headache. But you give me just enough to go off. To keep myself in line.
8.
I become one. With the machine. Doing 90 miles an hour. Heat, light, and speed. Never died on horsepower. Especially not me. I'm not a man. I'm a driver. I am not a man. I'm a driver. I cannot think. I cannot feel. Anxiety is so contrived. When I'm on a dangerous drive. I am not a man. I'm a driver. I am not a man. I'm a driver.
9.
Gorehound 03:20
Gorehound Nipping at my feet again It never seems to end Bloody wounds not meant to mend. Looking out The water tower lights are blinking On and off, back and forth, Red dots burn against the forest. Gorehound, When it rips me clean in half, I'll let you take all the scraps, I'll let you take your favorite half of me. And when It gets real ugly You can feel it from 300 miles away. And when It gets too dirty You won't feel anything, You won't feel anything. Gorehound, Batting round my head, I never had the acumen. Gorehound, Batting round my head, Back and forth, Back and forth, Back and forth. Back and forth forever, Throw my body back together. Back and forth again forever. And when It starts to get ugly, You can feel it from 300 miles away. And when It starts to get dirty, You won't feel anything, You won't feel anything.
10.
Ex Oh 05:15
On my life, I swear I was so scared the whole time. The night sky, On your windowsill, Reflecting into mine. All my time, All my fingertips would get numb When you would ask those questions. All my life, I have tried, and tried But comfort was denied. And you were acting funny. The night that you told me. You were high. You were high. You were high. On my life I swear I was so fucking scared the whole time. On your life Do you swear you would never raise a hand to me next time? All the time It's so hard to believe You found it funny Poking my shoulder at night. When I was ready to sleep. And you were acting funny. On the night that you told me, You loved me. You were high. You were high. You were high. You were high. You were high. You were high.
11.
Locked in your room Never notice Lost all the time. Locked in your room Never notice See something corner of your eye. Locked in your room You don't notice, from the corner of your eye, we got 'em.
12.
With all the signs against you, and everything you know, and everything you are, you're a star. Stupid lines are hidden secrets in your pocket, hoping for you. I don't need, I don't care And I can't see it. And you can't know it too. Dopamine giver, I love you forever.
13.
There's the girl stuck inside the wall of noise. Oscilloscopes and radar bays, she whispers something for the boys. I'm the girl, Oscillating, looping. Harsher as the time goes on. Look at me like nothing's wrong. You're the girl in feedback. I'm the girl in feedback. You're the girl in feedback. I'm so anxious I could die. Right here, on the spot. I'm so anxious I could die. Right here, on the spot.

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A compilation of songs written in 2017-2018. Personal and impersonal. Entirely incohesive, but I had to get these out somewhere, and I hope you love them as much as I do.

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released November 23, 2018

Instrumentation - Jonah Ort
Mixing - Jon Mackall
Mastering - Nick Seman
Album Illustration - Bailey Johnson

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GODRAYS Columbus, Ohio

GODRAYS is queer bedroom rock performed by Jone Ort.

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